This is closer to long-term frustration than explosive anger and I'm going to be vague about the cause because the post is public, but man there's just no way to help, educate, or motivate someone who has a pathological need to fuck up. Anton LaVey had the right idea when he said "I only regret the times I was too nice." I'm not even sure if I'm pissed at this person, or pissed at myself for continuing to waste my time and energy on them. Oh wait. Come to think of it I'm pretty sure it's both.
Fuck me I just cannot believe the silly shit that I have borne witness to today. At least I'm beginning to unwind, finally. It's actually somewhat amusing now that I've vented a bit through text.