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Thread: Depression Thread - What takes you out of the dumps and what's been bugging you?

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    Quote Originally Posted by GlowBear View Post
    But I don't feel like I need to be around an I haven't in a while.
    You should totally be around more. I enjoy your company. We should do one of those Friday Night Frights things again sometime. It'd be fun!

    Well...if the movie isn't shit. Nah, it'd still be fun.

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    Quote Originally Posted by GlowBear View Post
    When people say I'm strong I just want to not be strong. Don't want to have to. I want to completely give in an just not have to be anymore.
    You're strong whether you like it or not :3

    Hang in there, baby!

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    Have you read The Name of the Wind or The Wise Man's Fear?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Orlion View Post
    Have you read The Name of the Wind or The Wise Man's Fear?
    Haha, you're always the quick one. I'm kinda tispy at the moment and I thought I was quoting Bright. Anyhow, no, I've not read any of those. In fact I haven't read many books. But you bet your bottom dollar I'm going to check if they have those books you mentioned at my local library.


    And about the Gats situation, I think he also deleted his Twitter account. I tried looking for it a while ago and came up with nothing. Dude went completely ghost. It seems like he has these random episodes once every few years.

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    Quote Originally Posted by King Zelos View Post
    And about the Gats situation, I think he also deleted his Twitter account. I tried looking for it a while ago and came up with nothing. Dude went completely ghost. It seems like he has these random episodes once every few years.
    Nope, still here.

    Seems to be busy with FFXIV at the moment. I'd call that an episode if it was any lesser MMO.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Marche100 View Post
    Well shit, I guess I suck at searching. Gonna try and shoot him a message.

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    Tell him that I love him and I hope he's safe

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    I've been a bit out of it lately, the brave face is still on but it's been fading recently.

    Late last year my best bud's little boy was diagnosed with leukaemia. That alone is enough to knock you for six, many thoughts enter your head as to why, what can you do to help, feeling useless and so on. The treatment is in full flow and is taking it's toll. All I can do is be there for my mate and family should they need anything, but that can feel like it's not enough.

    In turn, this is a guy I trust with everything, so naturally my insignificant issues are parked and I have absolutely no problem in doing that, I'll always care more for others than I do for myself and he's been the best support and friend for me for a decade.

    It's why I haven't posted much the last couple of weeks, I've dived straight into games, music, liquor; keeping distracted rather than face my thoughts, but not getting any of that shit out there is wearing me down. Of course a lot of that distraction is games with said friend or popping out for a couple of drinks, so the brave face has to be on pretty much all the time.

    The thing that pisses me off is that the shit swirling around my head is inane.

    Mortgage application is in the start of it's process, worried about it being rejected and letting my parents down as it'll be their way into retirement with a good sum of money behind them. Of course there's the added responsibilities of owning a home that will sit in the back of your mind, but it's the not knowing if it will be accepted that's the bigger issue. If it fails, then the house I'd like to have as my own and has been my home for 24 years, except for a brief 6-8 months in a flat, will have to be sold to someone else and then there's the huge upheaval of having to move and be somewhere new.

    I'm aware of a colleague being interested in me romantically, something I want nothing to do with. We're out for someone else's party on Saturday, a big group of us and she'll be there. That alone doesn't bother me, but the fact that if she approaches me I'll have to hurt someone's feelings is fucking with me. No matter how well constructed the let down maybe, I know I'll be hurting someone again.

    Work is being a drag, I had that positive outlook that I've mentioned before, being on a reserve list for a new position in another office. What I took from it was my writing for the competency framework was in the right direction, not much left to do to escape and possibly get promoted. But since that last round of jobs, nothing else has come up to apply for. I feel stuck and I've stayed too comfortable in a near to home job I've never liked.

    It's been a crazy few months, most of it in my head, a lot of it I can't help. It's maddening.

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    Cheers bud. I'd definitely turn out to be a Butterfree.

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    Hang in there Edd. If you ever need an ear, I got 2 for you.

    There's more in the freezer if you need them.

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    I posted about my experiences with depression in my intro blog. I know I'm new, but if anyone ever wants to talk about it just let me know!

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    Quote Originally Posted by Lumpommer View Post
    Cheers bud. I'd definitely turn out to be a Butterfree.
    Why Butterfree when you could be a badass Gyarados after splashing around for a bit?

    But we always here for you, man. Even if you're just a lousy Magikarp.

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    Quote Originally Posted by PhilKenSebben View Post
    Hang in there Edd. If you ever need an ear, I got 2 for you.

    There's more in the freezer if you need them.
    Cheers bud, I'll keep that in mind.

    Good to have you on board, Tad, fair few years ago this thread and the folks here helped me out tons as I'm sure it's done for others. Always helps to get this shit out there.

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